there s this guy - a co worker - named jason.(dont wanna even bother to capitalize his name because he s such a jerk)
and he s been constantly getting on my nerves.
the only reason im doing this is because i want to make sense of why he -seemingly- hates me or seems dying to annoy me while im scribbling something.
alright, so what? you were a financial analyst and, presumably, graduated from some elite university, and so what about it? you hate me because i dont drool all over you, jaw dropped, eyes stupidly hazy? what do you want from me, smart ass? you are intelligent, tall, gentle, AND single, so what? to me, your being single at the age of well over mid-thirty chimes a ding-diong bell of why you are still single - because you are um... how should i put this elegantly eloquently?... A TOTAL WACKO !
okay, i admit that a possibility exists that i m overreacting and hypersensitive to nothing serious, no big deal, alright.
but what i can be sure about is that im the only person, no, the only female there that doesnt provide a conducive environment to the chance for him to act like he deigns to even be with us.
so what choice do i have?
one, try really hard to like him, despite all this hostility he exudes? - impossible
two, just quit and find another job? - what a nuisance
three, just keep him sweet and let him hate me less? - mission impossible, for i cant keep ANYBODY sweet without keeping all my neurons and cells AND sanity dead
four, keep the status quo and ignore him - OR hate him a lot more than he does me.- deal
i know i look childish, immature and inflexible because some might say , hey, why dont you just talk to him . stuff.
but guys, especially who are either saints or embodiment of reason, things just dont work that way. baby
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
what should i do?
i really really wanna punch this guy in the face and pinch his armpits - both of em - until they bleed .
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